That is quite the unfortunate event, but thank you for sharing it with me. Actually, I wasn't expecting a response, and I got quite busy. Things like this do happen unfortunately. If it helps, depending on your interests, I may know a reliable friend that you can commission for artwork. I understand your feelings, too. Try not to regret it too much anymore, the thoughts will only make you angrier. I have had regrets before as well and I know what that feels like, especially when monetary value is involved. If you're interested in someone else to commission, let's continue our conversation through notes.